Recently I have engaged in a new Spiritual journey. I have found that despite being a person of faith I seem to have very little belief in miracles. In fact I have noticed that I actually am having a little trouble seeing God in things. I am not saying I've lost faith or anything, I'm just running into a problem a lot of Westerners seem to have.
It was recommended to me by my boss that I should try the "Experiencing God" workbook. So on monday I'm going to start it. I'm not sure if it will change things but I am very open for things to change.
At one point some guys that I would call spiritual leaders saw me walking towards water for my baptism. They said that I walked with such fervor that they believed I was going to walk on water. That didn't happen then. Who knows though what can happen when one's faith is opened to the wonders of Christ.